The Temptation

I am trying to desist admiring and thinking of thee,
But the moment I backtrack  thou haunt me with tons of thy memory,
That like a thunderbolt hit me intensely.
The smile of thine makes the whole world around me completely fuzzy,
And insists me to stay with thee.
I devote the moments thou spent with me.
At some corner of my heart, safe will be my zeal for ye.
Let it stay inside my heart as a secret beauty.
For thou will know or apprehend how much I crave thee.
And thou inhold wee little eyes that only looks but wouldn't see me.
But, with all my soul I adore thee ardently,
Despite the fact that thou could never be with me.
At least in my next life, let the grace of God grant thou as my progeny;
Yet, my desire, my passion for thou will be till the eternity.

Dedicated to baby boy Jeshurun.