With All My Heart

You are the only one
That I love with all my heart,
There is nothing, none -
That could tear us apart.

You are one that overflows in my mind,
And the one that infiltrates my flesh and blood;
Never ever will I find
A man like you in the whole world.

You loved me more than your ego,
And loved me despite all my flaws;
And I am not foolish to let you go,
For I love you besides my temper and rows.

As the sun and its light,
As the dawn and dew,
As the moon and the night,
So am I inseparable from you.

I wake up each day joyfully
Reminiscing our early days of love,
Reviving in love repeatedly,
As we grow old together now.

I love you with all my heart,
I love you with all my soul,
In me - you are the best part
That had made me whole.

The Brightest Star

Enlightening our souls he comes up each day,
Intensifying as the time goes by,
Increasing our hopes to pray,
And teaching us to wait for the success that is nigh.

He proves that each day is different,
Each day is of distinct color,
Each day is new and pleasant,
And has its own splendor.

The warmth of him solaced me
And I felt myself rejuvenated
As I saw the blooming lily
That began glowing from his vivid light.

The dew drops over the grasses
Vanished within some minutes,
Which did metaphorically disclose
That my bruises will soon evanesce.

Bees and birds were gliding around me
Humming songs of joy and cheer;
And an old cobweb over a tree
Shimmered as his luminance spread everywhere.

He shines on everything on the terrain,
Giving new hopes to anticipate,
Alleviating us from our past pain,
As he rises each day gloriously from the east.

Find Me

Where will you find me
If I run away in agony,
Hiding all my pain,
Of missing you again?

Where will you find me?
Behind the gallows tree,
Singing songs of melancholy,
And swinging in the tree?

Where will you find me?
In the deep blue sea,
Swimming across a channel,
Or mithing behind a hill?

Do you think I would fly,
Into the moonlit sky,
Moving from you afar,
Concealing behind a star?

How will I flee,
Leaving you lonely,
Despite our loyal vows,
Despite our virtuous love?

Where will you find me?
Seek me in your glee;
I will be dancing in delight,
In the joy of my dearest.

Find me in your sorrow,
I will comfort you in your woe;
Find me in your pride,
For I will be your glorious coronet.

Find me in your angst,
I will strengthen your heart;
Find me beneath your lovely soul,
For that is where I truly dwell.

Love me, love me!

Love me in the times of my felicity,
When I sing in joy and party.
Love me in my fury,
When I am wild and sassy.
Love me in my fright,
When the world around me seems eerie and aberrant.
Love me when in disgust,
As I loathe and detest.
Love me when I'm grief-stricken,
Bereaving in despair and pain.
Love me all through my lifespan;
Love me unconditionally without exception;
For I had been through all these,
Intermixed all my days.
Yet, I love you to the core
With truth, vehemence and vigour;
I will love you forever,
To the eternity with fervor.

Empty Heart

What is it
That I live for?
For wealth, wit - or
For the sake of amour?

Who do I
Live for?
As a night sky
Without a star.

Life seems emptier
And incomplete
Without my lover
Who is my twilight.

I seek you
All day and night
In all my woe
And my delight.

I am a desert
With just a mirage
Of joy and content
Concealing the image.

I am just a nobody
Without you,
Void and empty
Without my beau.

Appraisal of Love

How shall I gauge my love for ye,
Compare it with the length of the sky,
With the depth of the sea,
Or with the tenderness of the apple of my eye?

Each time I embrace you,
I feel the love flourishing inside,
Oozing from my soul anew,
Flowing all through my body and mind.

As is the nectar in the flower,
So are you and I;
Preordained to be together,
As long as we survive.

A day without you is more
Like walking through the Hades.
I will love you forevermore,
Until my breath fades.

Loneliness

I never knew what loneliness was
Until she left me in a lurch.
It all happened within seconds,
Before I could recognize she had vanished.

Each moment without her
Appeared like abyss;
I awoke trembling in my slumber,
As she flashed before my eyes.

I can't help my eyes pricking
Each time I think of her.
Tears percolate as spring
Though it has been months since her departure.

The most powerful weapon, death,
Took her away from me;
She returned to the earth
Leaving me lonely.

How will I see her again?
How will I ever talk to her?
She had decomposed in the terrain,
Leaving me in misery and displeasure.

She is not my sibling or my love,
She is not my mother,
But to whose love I always bow,
She is my guardian angel, my God mother.

She raised me as her own daughter,
With endless love and care;
How will I ever forget her?
How will I show her my honor?

"True love never demands
Anything in return"
This is what I had learned
From my loving guardian.

Dedicated to my Grandmother 

Letter to Paradise

Where did you go leaving me behind? Did you want to see me cry and commode?
When I am yet awake, how could you go to sleep?
Why did you love me so much that makes me weep?
Why did you feed me with love and mirth,
Till today from the day of my birth?
Why did you go to slumber
Leaving me behind that was ought to be remembered?
How will I forget you?
Where will I go in search of you?
Give me a solution to bind us again.
Hug me as wind from heaven and kiss me as rain;
Love me as the sunshine
And gleam over me as the full moon.
Let us never depart this way.
We shall meet each other every day.
Strengthen me by blessing me from the paradise,
So that I will not bereave your demise.
Give your soul to the fetus in my womb,
I shall pay you my debt growing you up as heavenly cherub.
Dedicated to my God mother.

Rebirth

As I entwine in your arms,
I feel more serene and ease,
As though I live in a paradise
Made only for both of us.

I feel like hovering over
The bed of roses,
When you lie closer;
Which is the best part of my essence.

I feel more queenly and angelic
As I envision myself in your eyes.
I would say, I am the most felicific,
Most fortuitous woman in the Universe.

For, amidst all beautiful maiden
You have chose me to be your spouse.
And as you shower your love each moment,
At once I rejuvenate in your fondness.

I fall for you more and more
With each and every day.
I am reborn each day in your amour,
With love as the only thing to repay.

The Bond

I never knew if we have an adherence,
A stronger bond, yet gossamer slim,
Despite two decades of difference
We have met because of the mishap of time.
I am in love with your two-foot height,
With your flabby arms,
With your tiny, pink feet
And immaculate, pure eyes.
The more you are afar,
The more I am enticed towardly;
The more is my fervor,
Intense as whirlpool in a briny.
Yet, I am clueless of the ardor towards ye,
I am still zealous to hold and embrace you, juvenile.
For you have bewitched me,
And I am addicted to your toothless smile.

Dedicated to little Jeshurun 

The Moonflower

I had always thought that I was a wilted floweret
With no roots to bear the sunshine.
I was unaware of my own self and was despondent,
Forlorn, low-spirited with none to abstain.
One fine day, as though the full moon shone,
You coruscated over me and the moment I apprehended,
That I was a moon flower, exclusive and lone;
Made only to unfurl for you, born for you, my Overlord.

Dedicated to my beloved..

The Mother In Me

I never believed in love at first sight until I saw him.
He was taking a siesta when I saw him for the first time,
Peacefully sleeping without knowing how many admirers he had.
He might have known if he had opened his eyes for a tad.
He was dressed in Citron colored fabric,
And I felt my heart skipping a beat from being rhythmic.
I held out my hand to reach his cheek,
Which twitched before I could give him a peck.
And I stood stealing glance at his face, moon-alike,
That shone brightly among all the swarming public.
I awaited for a week to see him, by and by,
The one that stole my heart within the blink of an eye.
The day arrived, and I saw him dressed in pink,
Same as the color of his chubby cheeks.
And for the first time, I carried him in my arm;
He placed his chin on my shoulder, gentle and warm.
The fragrance of his baby soft disheveled hair
Proliferated all around in the air.
Our eyes met as he delivered his toothless smirk,
And he let oodles of his spittle gleek.
With a burdened heart I handed him over to his mother,
And I felt a rush of emotions inside me, a shake, a wuther.
My anticipations to see that little brat again, is still the same;
Nowadays I am seeing a mother in me, inside this young dame.

Dedicated to little boy Jeshurun.

The Temptation

I am trying to desist admiring and thinking of thee,
But the moment I backtrack  thou haunt me with tons of thy memory,
That like a thunderbolt hit me intensely.
The smile of thine makes the whole world around me completely fuzzy,
And insists me to stay with thee.
I devote the moments thou spent with me.
At some corner of my heart, safe will be my zeal for ye.
Let it stay inside my heart as a secret beauty.
For thou will know or apprehend how much I crave thee.
And thou inhold wee little eyes that only looks but wouldn't see me.
But, with all my soul I adore thee ardently,
Despite the fact that thou could never be with me.
At least in my next life, let the grace of God grant thou as my progeny;
Yet, my desire, my passion for thou will be till the eternity.

Dedicated to baby boy Jeshurun.